Yesterday I started this post. Well, I had a title and had picked Yearning. I was plotting this big post about yearning and the feeling. I thought it was going to be good.
Then, I put the post on hold because I had some projects that just had to be done. When I got to a stopping point I headed out to meet up with one of the girls from church and help her get the materials ready for Sunday morning child classes for the month of May.
For me, it was a lot of exercise. Up and down the stairs, in and out of offices, back and forth across the stage to find materials. It was a nice work-out for me because I have gotten very sedentary these last few months. It was also welcomed conversation with someone other than my dogs, cat, and husband.
When I returned home, husband had dinner ready for me. I sat down on the couch and was completely absorbed in its minimal comfort. My shoulder was hurting and I was so exhausted I was going to pass out. For someone who has so much anxiety and not a lot of social time, it wore me and my pain issues out.
I realized I really need to get back in the habit of watching what I eat and exercising. When I got sick earlier this year I fell off the wagon and it's really starting to show.
Yesterday. One step at a time out of my comfort zone.